Saturday 21 February 2009

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so what if i'm posting my number? even if i enlarge every single numbers, SOMEONE couldn't even be bothered to REMEMBER nor MEMORISE IT BY HEART. why, you would ask?
because SOMEONE'S HEAD are filled up to the brim of it with other people's numbers.
SOMEONE couldn't even be BOTHERED to SMS or CALL his GIRLFRIEND who was outside ALONE in the middle of the night, asking if she's doing alright or she might want to have some COMPANY on the PHONE. but instead, just an sms saying he's already online.

whatever. just fuck it.

Sunday 15 February 2009

To You. For You.

like any other thing a heart
can only take so much pain
when it breaks down dreams, hopes & love
are washed away by the tear fed rain.

I just feel lost, lonely, numb
and cold like the far away stars
my heart don't resemble a heart any more
cause its all covered by scars

please don't play games with my heart
I don't know how much more it can take
but I do know that how you acted today
has caused another painful break.

I thought today was gonna be a good day
when I saw you online
but instead I end up alone
all alone and cryin'

I keep reaching out to you
like I done so hard today
but you pretended you didn't see me
and just kept fading away....

lovingyou
sobrokeninside
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"no more whispers.. just silence til' eternity.."

Sunday 8 February 2009

Sitting in my bedroom alone,
Listening to songs we used to listen to.
Thinking back, to when we met,
Thinking of how much I miss you.
Looking at our photo,
Tears fill my eyes,
Looking at how happy we were,
How I didn't realize,
How I'd miss everything.
From making love,
To fighting,
To holding me close to your heart.
I miss our cuddles,
I try to forget....But can't.
--
It's been a year since we met,
It's gone by so fast,
Yet it still feels like yesterday,
Since we were living our perfect past.
--
You told me the past is gone,
And that we remain apart,
You also said you'd see me in the furture,
And that I'll always have your heart.
Those words I'll never forget,
Because I believe in every word.
I also believe in a never ending love,
And a love that is no longer heard.
--
So forever I'll whisper,
I'll whisper 'I love you"
I hope you hear me calling,
Because you know my whispers are true..
lovingyou.
livinginourmemory.