Tired (and bored)

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh~

Tired.
Yes, I am.
Mentally.
I had quite a not-so-awesome days this week. Maybe because I'm gonna be in FC for 2 weeks and there's just so many things to learn and do and get scoldings for it. Like what that person intended to do, throw me into the water and feed the fishes. Or, if I'm good, I'll get to eat the fishes instead.

As if the fishes will want to have a taste of me.
Maybe they will soon die after tasting me due to high level of intoxication.
Bleargh.

I was supposed to do closing this week but I had to attend the conference on Friday and Saturday. So AC had to do closing for two weeks. Mine will be this coming week. Darn it. Oh yes, the conference.
It's the 13th Singapore Stroke Conference held at College of Medicine Building SGH (21-22 October 2011). The theme for this year's conference is "Bringing you to the frontiers of Cerebrovascular Medicine".

Sound "too chim"? Hahaa. Please do consider my feelings too, being physically there with Kak Ros. Well, I didn't say it was mundane. It was something priceless for me because I learned so much things about stroke during this event. ( not taking into account that I dozed off practically everytime the speakers start to present their topic of discussions =/ ) Technologies are getting a boost and it's sure an advancement to medical line all over the world. The conference highlighted the various diagnostic, therapeutic and preventive approaches for stroke, neuro-imaging, neuro-rehab and others.

=))

okay I shall stop talking about it. Heez. Anyways, after the conference ended yesterday, I went to meet beloved Aymans. And it's a surprise to see many fresh faces attending the meeting. Nearly 20 people, and as the most aspiring secretary running office for coming 6 years, I was proud because like finally I managed to jot down many names. Lolx. Okay not important also.

Right. Time is running out and there's actually tons of work to settle. 2011 is left with a few months to go and some of us already had 2012 activities up in calendar. Like me. =)

So I'll be off for another dose of KDrama before setting off to Lala Land.

*poOf*
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i miss you, ayah... really i do...

miss me like i miss you...

we'll meet again somewhere when it's due...

<3

Love Is Punishment - K.Will

OST Brilliant Legacy (aka Shining Inheritance)

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I should have not looked at you

I should have lived in another world

If I lived without knowing you

I wouldn't have known this pain

Even though everyday I erase you

Even though every day I throw you away

My heart has already hidden you inside

And is not willing to let go, calling that love...

I believed love was happiness

Love that can't be spoken is a punishment from the heavens

My heart hurts every time I love you

Because you live, wiping away your tears

I have forgotten that you are my punishment

My lips have forgotten you too

I'm only scared that

I might get drunk and tell you that I love you

I believed love was happiness

Love that can't be spoken is a punishment from the heavens

My heart hurts every time I love you

Because you live, wiping away your tears

Should I love in my dreams

As I cry and cry again

And fall asleep in tears

It's always the same after I wake up

I love you, I love you like this

Without anyone knowing, at a place where you aren't there, I'll say I love you

For the fear that you may run after hearing it

I love you without anyone knowing it...

Ouch!

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh~

I apologize for the long absence. Heeez.
As if someone's diligently following me =p

I started off with quite a not-very-encouraging week.
Abah met with a mishap that morning and admitted to Surgical HD in NUH.
My heart stopped for a moment when I got the call so I quickly had a washup and went there.
Looking at him lying on the bed with all that equipments beeping and blinking around after he came out from ops, I knew he's a strong-willed man. He has to be one.

 

I just know.

I was kinda rushing to work on Monday when somehow my right foot accidentally went into a hole that I didn't notice and I fell down, twisting my left ankle.
Oh yeah. The feeling of a sprained ankle, was oh, so, undescribable.
Did i have a good cry?
Not yet.
I took the cab to work. Upon reaching, I met with Ms Tay and she asked if I was okay.
Bla bla blahh~ I cried like a small girl. *sob sob*

So everyone decided to get me to ED for check-up despite my hesitation because Ms Tay saw the difference between both ankles.
Fracture? Tsk.
XR Ankle - no sign of fracture. Just swollen.
MC for the week & I was advised to have a very very good rest and not to walk around too much.

Yes, right.
Being the notoriously naughty girl, I went to NUH everyday to see Abah.
*prays hard nobody from work reads this*

Alhamdulillah, Abah is recuperating well. I think he still has some mini ops to do. From what he signalled yesterday and today, its for his trachea & right hand. InsyaAllah, all will be well.

And me?
Still walking around, limping to be exact.
Swelling went down but still painful. I don't know if the swelling could still happen because (2nd time) the left foot is 'bigger' than my right one. Haiyah.
I wonder if I could skip assisting for next week, but not in FC also =x

Okay folks, I need to continue my not-so-daily dosing of KDrama before I'm off to Pulau Bantal.
I hear the thunder too so it's a good sign :D
Take care and don't take drugs.

 Adios!
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p/s: should i change layout also like everyone else who's trying out the new outlooks? but it will hamper my unique individuality. *yucks. cam paham aje ku ni*