Day 11.

Assalamualaikum wrt wb.

What is life?
One moment you will be soaring high in the blue, and the next, you will drop so low that you even can't lift up your head to face the world. Why? It's either you're too ashamed to even face yourself when reality sets in or you just don't bother looking up.

*snap fingers*
Rise and shine to the new morning, instead of waking up hoping it's still night and wishing things never end. we know it will never happen that way. I know it, you knew it.

I looked back to where and how it started, wondering if I could ever find its flaws. I get lost in those pretty feelings I couldn't care more as to what might happen. But then I would keep falling in too deep without realising how badly I inflicted myself with those unmindful actions. Salah aku? Entah. Salah kau? Mungkin.
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It's funny how things are sometimes.
Especially when two separate events get TOO coincidental.

Let me tell you about a dream.

One fine day A1 got a call from an unknown number. A1 didnt realize the phone was ringing at that moment. So A1 dialled back the number a minute after and got connected to this particular voice. A1 hanged up the phone after a few moments in despair as A1 didn't manage to talk to the initial caller, who was actually A2. A1 could just wait patiently for another call from A2 and promise ownself to be ALWAYS by the phone in case anything happens.
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Sounds too cliche`? Imagine yourself having this dream the night before and the next morning, you were bloghopping and suddenly your eyes sets upon this particular blogpost of someone who wrote the exact same thing that you dreamed of. What's more, you keep seeing A2's face and hears the name everywhere. Like what the fish in the tank. Macam drama kan. tsk.

Life is about making choices. When you want to have something, you have to take the risk of losing another. If you're good enough, you might be able to keep both. No pain, no gain. If you're dumb, you lose everything. No gain, many² pain.

That's all for the nonsensical stuff for today.
Need to think where to fork out many² money for school later.

Wassalam.
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p/s: 071009; 0237hrs - "Alah ayn, entah lah. What matters is...i want to b a betta person evryday..cuz i gt to noe ya betta.. Hee..."

pp/s: exactly 3 months from that date. maybe there's no turning point at all. because it already happened long ago.